Extremely exhausted after 4 hours straight of training but i am sososososo unhappy with my performance today... totally rubbishing through, no nice throws at all! Terribleterribleterrible! how am i supposed to go for grading in less than 2 weeks times with this standard?! =(
 But i am still very amazed how judo just really take my mind off things and the moment i step off the mat or keep the mats, all those unhappy things, worries and extra will come flooding back! Although today i am totally shattered cause of training, but still lovelovelove judo~ bruises, abrasions and pain doesnt seem to keep me off judo~! tired and wasted now though... feel like sleeping now but i know i will definitely oversleep! terrible oversleeping recently... qi si ren! i think i will go sleep at around one and hope i get up by 7...
so jin zhang for tmr's checkup... Hope i wun have to stop judo...